Come Back

If I sit next to your chair near our coffee table, looking at the white wall outside, will you...?
I know you will not.

I never liked you. You know that more than me.

Did I ever want you to go away? I do not remember. Believe me.

I will not cry. Will not even change my face when you leave. Because I am a man. Men will not cry. They do not have tears. But I am not sure how will I sit in this chair.

Why don't you come back? I want to hate you more.